Game Over.

Thursday, November 30, 2006 { Thursday, November 30, 2006 }

U such a lyiin ass.
U scold then u tell ur ''bro'' Where got i say? I not that mean la.
WHACKING A GIRL NOT MEAN?! SLAP SOMEMORE!!
wtf is wrong with u? When people talk bad about u i told them : hey nvm lah,He still our friend riite. and then u went and do this to me.
I will never help eu animore.. Wan talk bad go ahead.. Liar. hate Liars!!!

Haiix..
lOggng Off.
ShArEn. ):

Tuesday, November 28, 2006 { Tuesday, November 28, 2006 }

Haha .. Long time no update.. hehe.. Hannah!! how can ii not be concerned.. Suddenly euu sad.. wahh.. world turn upside down.. btw.. I sprained my whole leg while playing soccer..
Stoopid guy. I fed up i ram his leg.. muhahha

Lorls.. Nothing much too type lah eh..
Finding new blogskin though. xD
Well no mood type aniimore..

curiousity killed the cat.lorls.. wad rubbish ahah

Bye.. signning off
Lil em0-sharen xD

Friday, November 24, 2006 { Friday, November 24, 2006 }

Where is your boy tonight?
I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know
: you were the last good thing about this part of town.
When I wake up,
I'm willing to take my chances on the hope I forget
that you hate him more than you notice I wrote this for you.
You need him. I could be him...
I could be an accident but I'm still trying.
That's more than I can say for him.
Where is your boy tonight?
I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know
: you were the last good thing about this part of town.
Someday I'll appreciate in value,
get off my ass and call you...
{but for} the meantime I'll sport my brand new fashion
of waking up with pants on at 4:00 in the afternoon.
You need him. I could be him...
I could be an accident but I'm still trying.
That's more than I can say for him.
1-2-3-4!
Where is your boy tonight?
I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know:
you were the last good thing about this part of town.
(won't find out) he won't find out
(won't find out) he won't find out
Where is your boy tonight?
I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know:
you were the last good thing about this part of town.
Where is your boy tonight?
I hope he is a gentleman.
(he won't find out)
Maybe he won't find out what I know:
you were the last good thing about this part of town.

{ Friday, November 24, 2006 }

Oh yeah
It's not that I dont wanna share my life with you baby
It's just that I'm the one I need to be true to baby
And I won't give up me to be part of you
It's not that I dont want to have you in my life baby
it's just you gotta know that its got to be right baby
before I open up my heart to you
I dont need somebody to complete me
I complete myslef
nobody has got to belong to somebody else
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
my heart is my posession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
and if you're gonna love me
you should know this baby
I belong to me
I gota let you know before I let you in baby
that who I am is not about who I am with baby
That don't mean I dont wanna be here with you
I do
I dont need somebody to complete me
I want you to know I give all my love
butI'm not givin' all my soul
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
my heart is my posession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
and if you're gonna love me
you should know this baby
I belong to me

Oh yeah

Love don't mean changin who you are to be
who somebody wants you to be
nobody has got to belong to nobody
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
my heart is my posession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
my heart is my posession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two,
and if your gonna love me
you should know this baby
I belong to me

{ Friday, November 24, 2006 }

What the hell lor. If i ever find out who the person is i will do something bad to him/her.
How dare eu. what have we done.First hannah`s blog. Then mine. Then shuey..Who next?
If u do aniione elses blog. I tell eu. u better hire a NAVY. AN ARMY AND AN AIR FORCE CAUSE THAT IS THE ONLII WAE U ARE GOIN TO GET OUR OF SINGAPORE ALIVE!

Moving on.
next topic.
Clements. glad we are friends. Misunderstanding ahh..

Nvm.
blog tomorrow.
Lil sharEn xD

{ Friday, November 24, 2006 }

Look here! i was not talking about euu. i was not backstabbing euu. If that is what euu wanna think then go ahead. All i wanted was for us to be friends..Was that verii hard?

U said u wanted to stay er wad ah ya strangers. Plz lah eh.. I did not type about eu.
Its just the other relationship i`ve been iin.. If u wanna belive me..U go ahead. If u dun..
ii cnt do aniithing.. But all i can truly and honestly say..I DID NOT WRITE ABOUT EU.
IT DOES NOT REFER TO EUU ONE BIT.

we are friends.
we are nothing else but friends
so why the heck should ii type that bout u?
why? why? why?...

signning off till at nite.. Lil sharen

Thursday, November 23, 2006 { Thursday, November 23, 2006 }

haiix..So boring lor now adays.. Today me and faridah trashed malvin and my bro in soccer.
haha losers! who says girls are lousy?.. we can beat em if we want to. haha.. xD
someone went to use my name and tagged something bad on hannah`s blog. i was very pissed at that time..

moving on with life. Not going to moan over my loss.
Why should i? U seemed like u have moved on. I bet u took it as a joke and didn`t care.
u act as if we were fake. i was fake.our love was fake. u took our relationship as a joke.
why? i will never forgive u. All the jokes.. All the trust.. Were all fake. how could u..why would u?... nvm. U did this to me.. havent u heard of Karma?What goes around,Comes around..

Im too sad to carry on.
lil Sharen.[[defeated]] ):

Wednesday, November 22, 2006 { Wednesday, November 22, 2006 }

Omg lah. 2 days in a row my cuz`s have been coming over to my place. They live near dover and i live at serangoon north. Power lah!.. haha. played soccer this pass 2 days. Today wen hao came down. Long time no see him siiak. let me tell euu who came down..
ME,jasminder,ricky,malvin,parvin,jerad,vishal,ruby,faridah and wen hao. xD see we so cool. asked joshua to come down he back us out. stoopid boi. erm..wad ah.. ruby.i.jasminder.parvin.malvin.ricky and vishal went to the void deck for 20 minitues to talk. We went home at 7.45pm. while walking it started raining. The my dad shouted [of all people my name] SHAREN COME UP NOW!. we all scared siiak.. Then went home malvin brother and my grandfather came my house. Now my uncle is here also. Jasminder and ricky went home alreadi. Thanks guys for coming and visiting us. xD

Signning off.THE ONE AND ONLIIE
sharen xD

Tuesday, November 21, 2006 { Tuesday, November 21, 2006 }

Life for the past few days have been shity. my cuzes came my house today. one staying two went home. one more coming tomorrow to play again like today. soccer. i got angry and left. later jas sending me the photo`s we took. haha..kinda niice. me holding the apple pillow!.. hahah!! boring. hannah called me.. but playing runescape.. so nt intrested in talking.

status.

Name-sharen
age-13
mood-happy/hurt
currently-single
wish to stay that way

Sunday, November 19, 2006 { Sunday, November 19, 2006 }

Sidarrath injured me more than manveer did yesterdae lah! siddarth ramed me all the places manveer ramed me wid the ball while playing soccer. Wad and ass. But today played better than yesterday cause jaspreet goalie instead of me. I suck at goalie.. :( .. i always get ramed hardly when i goalie. thats why i dont like to play goalie. Anyways. Im sorry guys cause u all lost the match yesterdae cause of my lousy goal keepeering.sorrie :( .. I hit to the ball so hard on joshua`s chest and he felt no pain.. Strong boii..

2 days never talk to hannah .. i think she lost my house phone number.
nvm lah. teach her a lesson! haha. jk.. will call her tomorrow if i`m free.
Stooping running nose. hate having flu. Then today play soccer all the way coughing like mad . aiya.. I SCORED ALMOST ALL THE GOALS TODAY xD
ruby scored half i scored the other half. Khartik onlii score one. wan to act so big siia that guy.

Well that`s all for today. Im off.
Siggning Off
The One And Only: sharEn xD

Friday, November 17, 2006 { Friday, November 17, 2006 }

well this is what happned today. i woke up at 1.47pm. haha. i know it`s late. Then i went to have my bath. Then i watched tv for a while. immeadiatly switched on the computer. went to play cz. ii played like almost the whole day.I even ate my lunch while playing cz. haha. i switched off the com at 4.30 pm
for a short break. Called clements talked to him for a while. Then at 5.30pm I started playing cz agian. And euu noe something. I FORGOT MY OWN MOTHER`S BIRTHDAY! IT`S TODAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMIE!Actually i never forget. I remembered it yesterdae at 1.30am. Then i duno why today i never wish her. Haiiz . useless daughter. :( sorrie mommie.

Well i gotta go.
my bro turn to play.
Lil sharEn xD

Thursday, November 16, 2006 { Thursday, November 16, 2006 }

Actually. i did not want to blog today. But heck it lah. since im logged in to edit some post might as well just write One too. Went out today. Hannah called me .. never answer.. MY HP GONE LAH! .. haha. $84. 2106 sms. LESS BY 300 SMS AND $30 .. HAHA.. stoopid me.
tried to cut down but too hard. But lucky my mom early morning took my hp if not my dad would have thrown the damn phone on the floor and break it. alreadii the head of my phone so loose. he want to make it more loose .. lorls. aiyah. heck it.

Duno what to do. I said i will change my blogskin then i never change. Haiya just leave it for a while.. xD lazy . haha.. ii love the song ''That Girl'' by frankie j.. cute man he!! .. Love the song man. so niice. xD.. lips of and angel and chasing cars is a meaning ful song. haha.. xD

well ii gotta go. my maid want to sleep liaoz. ZZZZ.. lame
nichlous so de stupid. nt the dumb kind i mean. got o level history paper on friday still online today!! wad the hell! go study lah! well all the best to everii one taking.
[[LIL SHAREN]] xD

Tuesday, November 14, 2006 { Tuesday, November 14, 2006 }

aiya. boring sia. went to my primary school. i went to the bus stop alone,thought that i would be goin to school alone, but then ,i met ..Raihan. taufik,fadhil and hosni in the bus.. YAY.. finally no need to go school alone. so pathetic siia. then in school saw..elton,yisin,christene,abigail and priscilla. long time neber see those guys man. miss them.
ex 6b`s haha.. lucky ii call them come todae,if not berii hard to see them again as our stupid primary school is closing down. haha.. Every teacher liked my skirt.

sharen (mee) : hiie... long time no see
all the teacher said this : oh hiie. yah. how are you? Nice skirt.
even Mr. zul ..haha..
lorls.. haha.. when ii saw someone from.....nvm. can see the face. so jealous. haha. ii know she was talking about me.. but nvm. as if i care. haha. lame..

FILLED WITH STOOPID INSECT BITES. arghh!! ii called hannah to call me back. then we had a chat for a while.. well.. this fridays the last freaking day of sgss. MR. tan said i gain weight..wad the hell? iim thin Okiies!! not fat!! T.T .. guess he never seen me for long time. maybe..
well.. im off to check some other things on my laptop. till later then.
adios.
Love.
The one and only
Lil shaRen xD
my friend tom came up with the name lil sharen .. sound nice.. xD

{ Tuesday, November 14, 2006 }

woah man. todae ish like so tiring lah. play soccer for so damn long.
ii got injured in 3 places
-my upper leg
-my arm
-my back.
..Vishal lah. stupid guy kick the ball straight hit my upper leg.Then i fell staright on the ground.
Yes i did cry.But i controlled it at first And my tears auto came after that. haha.
Hannah called me but, my dad took my phone for some reason.He sae he will give me later. Yup i just got it back.YAY!.. going back sgss tomorrow. Party dae before the school closes forever. Yup. alot of people goin.. I invite mah. lOrls. haha.. Nate`s in america. Stoopid guy. he better buy for me somethiing or he sure diie. well i gotta go. my bro is screaming.haha.
Bye!
signning off: lil SharEn

Friday, November 10, 2006 { Friday, November 10, 2006 }

staying at home ishh BORING!!
Haiiz.. iim still 45 kg.. One more kg down and IM UNDERWEIGHT!!
then my mom would be happie.. harharhar. Lorls.. lame.. getting lamer by the second.

Im tired of holding a smile on my face. everiiwhere ii go ii smile like mad girl. People think im crazy.. Telling my friends to smile always when ii cnt even smile myself.
haha.. lorls.
Hannah called me. and i was sleeping. so ii told her call back later. watched laguna beach and went to take a nap again.lorls.. then woke up by and sms.. haiix. NO more sleepy!! ii wanna go down plae.. lorls.. later maybe 5.30pm? ii duno.
Then have to go my grandmother house. woptydoo.. that should be BORING!!
well.. i gotta go.. lunch is calling my name..
HAHA.
bye!
SHAREN..[[smile always]]

Wednesday, November 08, 2006 { Wednesday, November 08, 2006 }

omg. we were fine yesterdae till that tiime. Its not ur fault. Its miine..
ii was stupid to do that. why? why am i so dumb to hurt u?. I`ve never felt like that before.
IM GOIN TO CHANGE FOR THE BETTER! .. from the kind of girl i am now im goin to change into a better one.. I dun want to hurt aniione aniimore.. Im goin to make everiione happie.
i will make myself less troublesome. though i dun realli noe how BUT I will try!
Im only changiing for one person.. Onlii one.. ii duno whether this will help but why not give it a shot?..Im not making aniione feel guilty hor!..

signning off..
sharen [[stoopid]]

Tuesday, November 07, 2006 { Tuesday, November 07, 2006 }

Why?.. why leave me and go away now? I`ve done nothing.
Loving u is not a crime. i thought u loved me. i thought u needed me as i much as i needed u.
u cnt just do this to me. U are not ruining my life. without u I have no life. U are my life. and with that snatched away. how am i suppose to live?.. Ur name is tattoted in my heart. I cnt just let it disappear by it self. I need u. I love u. I want u. U say that the pain wont last long for me. but will last long for urself. but u are wrong. Did u cry? did u eat? I lost my appetite to eat. Did u sleep? i was up the whole night. thinking.thinking. u will come back.But i dunno the answer yet. just dun do this to me. I need ur support. When u were with me. i found my happiness. when u were with me i could find the courage to walk.but now without u i barely can stand on my own two feet. God took u away from me. Now he must bring u back. If he don`t.I swear to him. I`d cut myself as deep as i can. Or i`d just commit sucide.I mean everything i just typed. And u noe im reffering to eu man..

Thats it. Hope u come back to me. hope u take me back.
Love. SHAREN x(( [[defeated]]

Monday, November 06, 2006 { Monday, November 06, 2006 }

Hannah!! soriie.. but ii think iim goin to change my blog skin.Its so not me..Im the kind of girl who wants.. FREEDOM. who thinks of death. Who cuts herself whenever she can. Freedom is not always what ii want. ii want to be sad. depressed. angry. and much more..

emotional.>> so not the wae ii wanna be..

keepiing thiings to myself is wad ii do.

But people force me to tell them my problems.. WHY?

why should ii?..

The person ii reveal my problems is my one and onli.........

haiz.. sitting at home.. doin nothing.. watching tv. hah!

Mom sleeping.. Bro on computer. ME on laptop. Dad watching tv wid me..

haha. lame. xD .. ii shall go check out some new blogskins..

Signning Off..

SHAREN xD

{ Monday, November 06, 2006 }

honey why you calling me so late?
It’s kinda hard to talk right now..
Honey why are you crying is everything okay..
I gotta whisper cause I can’t be too loud.
Well, my girl’s in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It’s really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It’s funny that you’re calling me tonight
And yes I’ve dreamt of you too
And does he know you’re talking to meWill it start a fight
No I don’t think she has a clue
Well my girl’s in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It’s really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel
It’s really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel(And I never wanna say goodbye)
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
honey why you calling me so late? ..

Friday, November 03, 2006 { Friday, November 03, 2006 }

aiya Nothiing much happened.. hannah called me .i never answer. Then ii call her ..she sae ..sharen call me back later.. Then she called me ..I went to sleep..then just now call her she sae she wanna pray..ii lazy call her back.. Think ii wont lah.. haha.. mom cooking thousand and one dishes. hahaha.. she ahhh.. forever cooking.. cook..cook.. and more cook.. Haiz.. so smoky the kitchen.. ahaha bored.. writing this post. still kinda itchy.. scratch.. today neber scratch .. onlii nw.. hahahah.. lame.. blahs.. bahs..

-Lost weight!!
-44kg now!-xD

-signiing off
SHAREN X)) [[cuts everiiwhere]]

Thursday, November 02, 2006 { Thursday, November 02, 2006 }

Hmm.. Niice skin..ii want it.. Oh yea!! it does belong to me.. haha lame.
-Thanks hannah! owe ya.. xD
-craving for chocolates..xD
-SUGAR!!! XD
-i`ve gone mad.. totally hiper.. xD
haha..Poor thing.. so manii ppl call me ask me want go orchard.. Then i refuse.. No money!! T.T actualliie.. nt free also.. haha..well faliq left peirce secondary.. to go to serangoon sec. haiyo.. stoopiid boii.. All the best to him..
- Hakim!! u better Link me Or else!!!.....Kinda bored.. haiiz.. ii dun think ii can use com..Hmm..Well that`s about all..LIKE MY NEW SKIN? HANNAH DID IT FOR ME.. xD..
Thanksz
Logging off : SharEn [[Too many cuts]]